August 2010
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I don’t understand. why don’t you trust me enough to tell me things you’ll tell complete strangers? I trusted you with the one thing I’ve never told anyone else, & you betrayed that trust. and now you won’t tell me anything what’s going on in your life? this makes me angry. YOU betrayed MY trust, yet you won’t tell me anything? I’m trying to make sense of this. have I done something to make...
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today I got to thinking, if one decision had been made differently, what would my life be like? what would’ve happened if my parents didn’t get divorced? maybe my life would be the same, maybe not. would I have the same friends, hobbies, possessions? this one thing that happened so long ago, changed my life completely. I always wonder if my life is better this way.
or what if I had chosen not to...
“Be thankful for all that happens to you, for each step in life you take is one...”
there are times when i want to just step back & let God do something for me, figure something out for me. i know that’s not realistic or right though. He’s there to guide me and show me the right way, not to do it for me.
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comp camp.
this camp the past couple days was horrible. i did not like the coach, he worked us too hard, didn’t listen to us, & was too strict. what i did like, however, was the team bonding. two of the girls in my stunt group, i had pretty much never talked to before. at the beginning of the first day, i was so shy & would barely talk. by the end of the second day, we were laughing NON STOP an...
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just ranting.
I feel so overwhelmed. with everything. cheer, friends, boys, tumbling, getting ready for school to start.. it’s all just too much at once. all I need is time to stop so I can get my thoughts together and figure things out. today four of my best friends went to the beach with some people from church. I wish I could’ve gone. I need to meet new people from church, or just new people in general. but...
so i just had a few mini heartattacks. tumblr was down for like an hour.
little facts about me.
I think shampoo/conditioner is the best smell in the world. I looooove bright nail polish. phineas & ferb is my weakness, I watch it every morning(: I absolutely love learning the rap parts of songs, & it makes me feel so accomplished when I can. I NEED ITUNES GIFTCARDS BADLY. i think scars are beautiful. I always feel like everyone is prettier than me. breakfast is my favorite meal, but...
“Everybody wants to be happy, no one wants to be in pain. But you cant have a...”
i absolutely hate this feeling. the feeling of being disappointed & knowing i can do nothing about it. i had my hopes up, then they were shot down. they were up again, and then shot down again. that’s the worst, when it happens twice. i was so close the second time, but of course i ended up being disappointed. just like everything else. i guess the only thing i can do now is hope &...
“Don’t follow in other’s footsteps.. make your own.”
“For He made us a way by which we have been saved. Praise the Lord, praise the...”
facebook drama?
what is it with people starting drama over facebook, or just the internet in general? i’ve seen so many little arguments get started over comments on facebook, out where anyone can see. first of all, why do you need to start drama anyway? if you have something bad to say, keep it to yourself. and second, if you really must say something, do it where the rest of the world can’t read it....
“maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano…”
red light green light.
i can hear kids outside right now playing red light green light. it reminds me of when i was little, & we would play that with our whole neighborhood. those were the days..
success.
i loved today. days like today make me want them all to be like this. so, here we go from the beginning:
wake up & go to dad’s. i got my brother to get me del taco for breakfast, yumm. while i ate, i watched phineas & ferb. it was like heaven. then i did some tumblr-ing & facebooking. while i was tumblr-ing, i came across a post from april, saying she wanted someone to make her...
“Friendship isn’t a big thing- it’s a million little things.”
aprilcollinz asked: go to beautyineverything.com its awesome too;) and weheartit is workin!
I WANT TO FIND THIS PLACE.
aprilcollinz asked: POST MORE LOVE(:
(1) Tumblr.
when i have tumblr open in one tab, and i’m doing something else on another tab, it shows “Tumblr”. and when there’s a new post, it says “(1) Tumblr” and i get really excited to read the new post. ALL DAY, it’s been doing that (1) thing, and guess what, NO NEW POSTS. i’m getting frusterated. someone post something. (:
aprilcollinz asked: I LOVE YOUR THEMEEEEEEE
“We are all of us stars, and we deserve to twinkle.”
sometimes all you need is a comfy bed, sweats, and a good book.
my mom sees my wallpaper picture.
Mom: I love that picture, it's so cute!
Taylor: Thaaaaaanks.
Mom: But look how white you are!
Thanks mom...
